July 16: I am so angry I spew fish grease
Okay, I'm pissed off for a number of reasons at the moment.
I have several blisters and bug bites that popped up yesterday which
are really really really trying to make life unbearable.
anyone got a new model body that they'd like to trade with me. it's making my
last day at work (spiritually, not technically) unnerving and upseting.
But I'm really pissed off at the way Tripod is handling itself.
Because I did not renew my premium membership, I AM FROZEN OUT OF ALL OF MY
(ED NOTE: as you can see, this is not still the case)
WHAT THE FUCK IS/WAS THAT ALL ABOUT. notice the blood spurting out of
nostrils at this moment.
Sue gave me an alternative so that I could start moving my stuff over to bluesilver
which i don't want to have to do, but i will if push comes to shove.
i don't even know how much a month's premium is at tripod.
i am being calm, because it really is something inane to get worked up
over, but with everything else going on...i wanted to have some good
constant in my life.
on the job front. nothing has turned up yet. but i just called my
staffing agent and she's looking out for me. she let me know that my pay
rate could be holding me back.
yep...the horoscopes are always right. anyone who says otherwise...
why is it always about money.
but that's not even what i was going to write about. Wad last nite at
rehearsal said that he would look out for any job announcements in the
communications department at bcbs.
that was a very nice gesture from him. so i was left a little aghast.
I went and check out their website and there didn't seem to be much available
for my expertise. oh well. I'll find something, but isn't it about time
that i stop settling?
I'm getting nervous about these rights from TENNESSEE. I should have
heard something by now, right. I mean Kathleen got her rights back for
G-spell in like a week or two. Dramatists can completly s*ck my a$$
(yeah in case they do web searches on their name.)
and because of me, i have all of this work shit to get done as well.
no problem. I'll do it i just don't feel like it at the moment.
I could really use a hug at the moment, any takers?
I'm not guaranteed to get it right but i'll have a go.