June 9: Striking too many Chords
not really an update, but josh found this website and shared it with me.
so of the character traits are so on the money it's scary.
you ever have that feeling that you don't feel like writing but there are
so many things that need to come out of you, that you want to express in
written form? i'm feeling it now.
argh.
and i'm a little despondent because two of my friends are hurt physically.
so say a little something for josh and stephanie -- thanks.
and i'm trying to find some friends of mine in the boston area since i'm
going to be travelling there in a matter of three weeks. and the search
is more difficult than it should be. i know their fon numbers are at
home. i just have to find it. argggggghhhhhhh!
but at least i will be meeting Patrick as well as
several of my friends and bosses in the a cappella community.
so on to this astrology stuff. wheeee.
In Life:
The Aquarius gay man is ahead of his time.
**"i am a trend-setter after all." I remember making this comment when I
was an early teen because I took some BELK survey which scored me in that
fashion. who knew? (any closet BELK teen board members out there?)**
He knew he was different at a young age.
**Something I haven't told many people. I use to play house and mommy's
in daddy's when i was a kid (remember it vividly when i was about 5
playing with my first best friend richard). guess who was always (and i
do mean ALWAYS) the mommy? I still have some gender dysphoria issues
that I'm working on.**
Different because he's gay, and different because he's completely bizarre.
**Yes, I know I'm different. I crack myself up all the time, and i know I
look at things sometimes outside of the mainstream. OUT is IN!**
Many Aquarian men experience the sensation of watching life as if they are
outside of their body. Yes, some of them are crazy, but most of them are
just so profoundly detached that they are able to separate not just from
the rest of the world, but from themselves, too.
**My dreams are often like this. I can picture my internal self going
through the motions of the dream and watching it like a movie. hmmm. As
well, I often think of a bazillion alternate realities that any action i
take could happen and often imagine those through to the end of the
scernario and think aloud. "well, that would have been a stupid choice."*
Aquarius men tend to live in the future. They have great belief that the
world of tomorrow is going to be much better -- much more fair and humane
-- than the world of today.
**I am so not in the now that I scare myself, often.**
And most of these brilliant thinkers will go
on to do great works, to make the universe a better place for all of us.
These fellows can be awe-inspiring.
** {my horn}TOOT TOOT TOOT TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT{/my horn}
They can also drive you crazy if you're close to one of them.
**shut up josh, read this for yourself as well, baby. and yes, there are
others of you out there also, divas and the like...**
Intimacy is not their specialty. Aquarians are more comfortable with we
than with I. I'm not talking about the grand we of Leo. The Aquarian we
can be very distracting, even when these well-meaning men use it to
express loving concepts.
So what saves this poor, gifted soul? His friends. Friendship is the most
important thing to Mr. Aquarius. It's a thing of beauty and inspiration to
this highly gentle man. The Aquarian who chooses his friends wisely can
count on them to pull his more emotional side out of him, and to teach him
to deal with people he loves on a more personal level.
** I couldn't agree with this more. though i may not always act like it.
those of you who are my friends mean more to me than i'll ever be able to
express...and i may not ever show it in some grand expectation that you
have of friendship but you do make up my soul. **
At heart, these men are scientists who seek deep and thorough
understanding. From this place of knowledge they desire to change the
world for the better. The challenge for Aquarian men is to understand how
to relate to the people closest to them, using their hearts, not their
heads.
**Chile BOO! i am so trying!**
so i guess this did turn into a sort of entry.
oooo, Election Day from Arcadia just poped up on Imagine Radio...gotta
boogie.
Good Luck on opening nite Jul's.
la.
Performing is the only thing keeping me sane at the moment. Wheeee!
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