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June 14b: so give me the blue pill

Breakfast: french toast, cheese grits Lunch: hazelnut chicken and broccoli I know that i live in a fantasy world sometimes. There are so many things that I want to be write and that I think should be hassle-free, but of course, that is not to be the case. So here's the entry where I get to stay inside of my little Matrix in a box, but they are also the truth, just not as agonizing as the other entry. *~*~*~*~ had fun with josh and eris on thursday and friday. josh's roommate pissed me off over the weekend in a good-natured ribald kind of way (huh?), but we don't know each other like that. so back the fuck off. met some new acquaintances of eris' who were a trip and a half. They were going to play some trick on these guys at their worksite...but it ended up going VERY differently than they had planned. *~*~*~*~* Saturday, i had a wedding to attend. Mike, who played Hoop in Wheelchair Dancer, was getting married to April. I got a chance to see some old cast members and whatnot at the wedding and talked about the upcoming JELLY stuff that i'd be involved with, and why a former company member would not be allowed to ever do anything again with the company. So after spending about a half hour getting the wedding gift (mind you this was like 2 hours after my mother called) i headed to the wedding in a comparatively upbeat mood. that is until i saw him. *~*~*~*~ he was riding his motorcycle. i have a slight thing for guys on motorcycles. moreso than i actually had given thought. but there he was, annoying the fuck out of me by being in the fast lane and driving under the limit. and it was him. i think he recognized me before I recognized nimnod. but after i did my heart started fluttering and i was getting all hopeful. i actually started composing an entry talking about tekay scoring again!!! but of course it wasn't to be. we played tag in traffic for a while until i stopped at a stop light and he had easy access to my car window. we chatted briefly and he asked if i was headed to the mall (God DAMN THAT WEDDING). I said "no" but told him to give me a call (if he still had my number) because i was going out later that nite and maybe we could hook up then. he didn't call or come out to the club that nite. I'm not sure what that means in terms of us ever connecting again, though he did seem genuinely happy when he stopped to chat (and he did make the attempt to get to my car). ARGGGGHHHHHH! *~*~*~*~*~* The Wedding was wonderful. and short. and the champagne was good. Mike and April looked so great together. She started crying during the cermony as did I and Sarah. All I can say is props to her because she had fantastic color choices. Gotta love that eggplant and aubergine. *~*~*~*~* The theatre festival is going okay. You may want to check out in about 2 weeks to check out everything about us. I hosted a party for the group yesterday. sparsely attended, but it was a lovefest for me so I'm okay (see what i was saying about the roller-coaster ride of my life?). The production meeting before was another matter, though. One which i will discuss later. *~*~*~*~*~*~ and i got angry at hears*y rehearsal again last nite, but it looks like i may be singing lead on gimme some lovin' and ibmboy[tm] said i had to dress up like the blues brothers. more on that later as well. la. i'm sure these entries will last you a few days, right? la. la. Performing is the only thing keeping me sane at the moment. Wheeee!