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The attempt to silence a man is 
the greatest honor you can bestow on him. 
It means that you recognize 
his superiority to yourself.

óJoseph Sobran

i'm sorry it's taken so long to update.  much to say, didn't know how to say it.

12-07-98: a reflection in cracked mirrors

the showcase is in a bit of turmoil right now. ugh. my life has been going well lately. not fantastic, but i don't feel like killing myself everyday as i had for the past couple of months. it's actually okay to be tekay. i've been offered other places to live for a while, so if i truly get fed up with bugman/superleroy...i'm audi. yeah he's bugman[tm] now, we had an incident with zelda last week, which was really the straw for me. waterbugs are not creatures that we should pity. pity that shit when they are crawling around in your mouth and you feel desoiled for the rest of your life. pity that you fucker. i set the record straight with stephen, i had hurt his feelings...but that's because he only knew half the story. so now it's all peaches and sunshine again. i emailed frank the other day and he wrote back. i had no idea that things WERE as bad as they were but i think he's on an upswing as well. he has my love and support. i'm about to beg for a job here at glaxowellcome in my department. it seems that the timing is right. my department boss is losing her secretary as of friday. my job is officially over in january and steve has given me the greenlight to go somewhere else anytime i want. dept boss can't get a temp for such a short amount of time...sooo xx your fingers people, i may become legitimate yet. went out with eris for the first time on thursday. brief, we went to target because i was shopping for our support family in the company's share your holiday program. nice to see her. next day i get a message about being wary of falling into old habits. i asked her what she meant by that, but i haven't gotten a response yet. so we'll see where this new path is taking us. i'm believe that this holiday season is not going to be one of tradition. it is all about change this go-round. so many people are leaving their comfortable environments, losing friends, making new ones, growing up. it's been a rough couple of months for a lot of people that i'm connected to in some fashion. 1999 is going to be interesting to say the least. development of the lisa-show "women in theatre"...and whether or not i'm doing broadway melodies. i think i have a slot if i want it. but do i want it? apparently there is a diva set for broadway melodies this year as well. and i heard through the grapevine that rebecca kramer has developed a "Divaesque" show that goes up the week before our show. that's too much women in theatre concentration for me. but oh well. i'll do what i can to make it a good show. the house is getting cleaned room by room. the living room and the kitchen are actually presentable. i have to tackle the dining room, because it's my stuff that's really making it inefficient. so i think that is a project this week. revamping the bathroom is next. and i'm piecemealing my bedroom. one step forward/two steps back...what a motto. read the jon/john letters. good lord a mercy. hung out with leah and richard on friday nite. that was great. people older than i am. new life experiences. it was good. i didn't talk much, but ate and drank some. haven't done that in a long time. the presentation went pretty well. i had to give a presentation on the current phone policy at gw and the current changes that the administrative staff wanted to see done to that policy. 15 minutes ended up being 1.5 hours. that wasn't so fun, but it was interesting to be on the business presentation side of something. people were listening to what i had to say and i wasn't talking about theatre. we (pick up 6) sang for the ms society on saturday...we were late to the gig, but it worked out in our favor. because of our tardiness, Santa Claus had to be the warm-up act for US. i mean how much better can that get. eris came to see it. that meant a lot to me. i didn't drive so i didn't have a way to get her back to the dorm, but i wish she could have come out to lunch with us. maybe next time. ERIS SouthBend Brewery is DA BOMB! aint nothing like succulent grits for lunch. run run run and have charleston grits with portobello mushrooms and will make you cry. saw shows are hair and a myriad of other topics last nite. it made me realize that i don't want to be a monologist when i grow up. whew!...i think i'm all caught up. onto site development. kisses Should i go to the insync concert? yes or no? again thank you cameron please visit her page. we share a bond.

w00 this is me in a nutshell...
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